Ten minutes to say farewell

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Wednesday was one of the tougher days I’ve had at work. I was multi-tasking on several stories, never a good thing for a writer, and had several Google Docs windows open on my workstation. A farewell lunch for a colleague, who is in her notice period and leaving early December, at The Tasting Room at Raghuvanshi Mills didn’t help with my rapidly overbearing workload. After a well-proportioned Tuna sandwich I ran back to the office to polish off an editorial piece on business education. It was filed an hour late.
A short intro piece to a pictorial cover story scheduled for later this week followed. And I was barely half way through it when I got a call from my contact at a PR firm: “Your request has gone through. They will give you an hour-long slot from 6:00 to 7:00 PM. Dinner is out of the question.”

The CEO of a very important and large international company was in town and I had requested an hour-long dinner meeting with her. This was for our popular weekend profiles page. They had reverted on Monday with a 6 to 6:30 half-hour slot. I told them it was pointless to talk to her for half an hour. And then, two days later, the PR firm had managed to inveigle out an hour long slot. It would be in her suite at the Taj Palace hotel near the Gateway of India as she already had dinner plan that night.

Around five, just as I ditched the intro piece to run downstairs and catch a cab, the publicist called back to say that the interview had been postponed by another half an hour. My meeting would now be at 6:30 PM. I gasped in relief. Now I would reach early and have enough time to chill out at the Taj lobby, double check my audio recorder and take a leak before I met the CEO for our interview.

I found a cab almost immediately and ran over my interview questions in my head for a while. Then I pulled out my Diwali-gift PSP and played the penultimate stage of God of War (on Easy mode of course). As the cab pulled into the road by Regal Cinema I saved it just before the final boss battle, stuffed it back into my messenger bag and then pulled out my audio recorder.

There was a line of two business types in suit jackets ahead of me at the metal detector. When my turn came I handed a security guard my messenger bag and walked through the metal detector. The guard felt all over the bag and then handed it back. I, in a split second, ran through all the jokes me and the missus make about these insipid security checks they do all over Mumbai at malls, hotels and multiplexes. A quick feel, nary a glance and a wave through.

Walking into the Taj lobby is one of the most dependable ways to reduce my blood pressure. The AC kicks in first, then the piped music and finally the shiny, warm, clean, buzzy ambience. I look to see if there is a guy on the piano. I always do this. Its a habit that can’t be explained.

That night there wasn’t. The piano sat quiet.

The next thing I do, without fail, is marvel at the doors into the Zodiac Grill and wonder what lies behind. Who lies behind? What astronomically large bills are being presented and paid? And then, like always, I promise myself that once the book is out I’ll make a million bucks and take the missus there. (She doesn’t admit it but a meal at the Zodiac Grill is clearly one of her short-term life goals.)

I walked around for a bit, made one circuit of the arm-chairs and sofas and then settle into a corner of a two-seater still fiddling with the audio recorder in my hand.

Oh wait, some of you might remember the audio player. Remember that Benq mp3 player I bought so long ago from Abu Dhabi and which some of you readers dissed me for? That very same, now replaced by a mighty 80GB iPod, serves as an audio recorder. It records audio superbly, is tiny and can store up to six and a half hours of recording in serviceable wav format.

In the minutes before every interview I handle I tend to fiddle with the player to calm my nerves. I switch it on, check capacity, then battery, switch it off and then do it all over again. I can never get used to the process of suddenly turning up one evening and probing into the personal lives of CEOs. Most oblige but it can still be a little nerve wracking.

The lobby is not as busy as usual. As I wait, a suitably socialite looking woman speeds down the lobby followed by an older woman who reassures her that “It is okay to wear shorts here baby!”

I recognize no one except for a Mr. Wickmann. (My memory may not be precise on this.) I know his name because of the quaint and subtle way in which the Taj summons people waiting in the lobby. Someone walks around with a little whiteboard, with a name on it, stuck on top of a stick There are two small bells on the stick which jangle as it is carried about. Around 6:20 or so someone comes looking for a Wickmann. Wickmann is a tall, white-haired man with spectacles. The staff member escorts him away somewhere.

The publicist picks me up around 6:35 PM from the lobby and we walk down the corridor that connects the new Taj to the old one. To me that walk is the shiniest part of the Taj. The windows and floors and lights all combine to make it this shimmering tube of light. I noticed little of the walk, though, as the publicist made small talk about the global economy and recession and what our paper thought and so on. In fact the only thing I did notice was a show window. It was empty except for a bottle of Dom Perignon on a little stand in the corner. At the time I thought it was a very poor display for Dom Perignon.

We went up the lift to the sixth floor of the heritage building and then took a left, over a flight of stairs to the CEO’s suite in the corner. I was too strung up for the interview to notice the wooden barristers and ornamentation of the corridors of the old Taj.

Our interview started late but lasted for just over an hour. She spoke about her life in the industry, her weekend pastimes, the Indian market and how she once served in the Israeli army. Then it turns out that she has dual citizenzhip: Israeli-British. I quietly admire the cosmopolitanism of it all and then sip on a black coffee. She offers a few hotel chocolates and biscuits but I refuse.

We get up after I switch off the audio recorder and exchange business cards. We shake hands and then she tells me that she’s off to meet a few local business associates for dinner. We share some small-talk and then I finally leave after a short but interesting interview.

This time when I step out I look around and smile.

The old Taj is quite simply a stunning hotel. There is so much to look at everywhere. The walls, the carpets, railings and art are all pretty special. And I have plenty of memories strewn all over the Grand Staircase. There was that quiz that we came third in a few years ago thanks to a stunning last round on Tata history cracked by yours truly. And that evening, after a horrible training session that may have damaged my brain permanently, when I first thought perhaps I should really write for a living.

I am accompanied to the lift and then down to the lobby by the CEO’s personal assistant. We talk about how beautiful the hotel is, how awesome London is and how we must meet when I am in the city next time. We go separate ways at the bottom. She scurries away to organize something about dinner and I walk back through the connecting corridor back to the lobby.

I stand in the lobby for a second and think of what I should do next. I could go and buy some sandwiches from the Taj deli for later. They are very expensive but you do get good authentic cold cuts. Or maybe I could call the missus down to South Bombay for dinner.

But then she has been feeling guilty about missing the gym for so long and I decide against it. Dal roti at home it shall be. I walk around the lobby a bit. And give myself an eyeful of all the rich and famous. I also note to myself that the flower arrangement tonight looks very lame. Sometimes the Taj places absolutely fantastic arrangements. Not that night. After ten minutes of loafing around, and bidding farewell, I turned around and walk out through the glass doors. I stand on top of the steps, look out to the sea for a brief glimpse and then trot out to a taxi. The publicist then runs up and offers to share a cab and drop me at Prabhadevi.

We leave the premises at around 8:15 PM give or take a few minutes. Two hours later those bastards attacked. That night I see the Taj burn. The fire leaps from a room on the sixth floor possibly right next to the one in which I interviewed my CEO.

I will never, ever forget that sight.

My CEO was located unharmed the next morning. Perhaps many of the other people I walked past and nodded at politely were not.

When the Taj returns to business, as it must, no prizes for guessing who will be among the first to go back into that lobby. I must.

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  • It is so tragic the destruction those guys have wreaked on Bombay.Like you..I have wonderful memories of the Taj..and that whole area. I remember walking with friends , enjoying the evening chaos…My heart bleeds to see it reduced to what it is.

  • Edda,
    forgive me addressing you so familiarly but i’ve been routinely checking your blog ever since it happened to see what you had to say but this is absolutely incredible. that you were there that very evening. and interviewing one of the Israelis who i think were the main targets here. i wondered why you were so mum for the first two days but now its obvious. this piece is beautifully written, thanks for taking us into the Taj on that fateful evening. i hope you don’t mind if i link to this on my blog and also quote a chunk or two…

  • Nicely written, must have been thoroughly jarring!Hasty piece? I felt you could have written this bit much better
    “We leave the premises at around 8:15 PM give or take a few minutes. Two hours later those bastards attacked.”

    Hope everything is back to normal soon

  • I ve always been a fan of your non-funny pieces Sidin, coz I ve always believed that the ‘comic self’ hides the more serious, sensitive interior of a person. In any case, this truly was a touching piece about the Grand Ol’ Hotel. Am more than sure that they’ll reconstruct it as good as it was earlier once this nonsense subsides.
    Keep writing man……….Jam

  • My earliest memories of Taj are when I was eight or nine and when a shower beside the swimming pool seemed too good to be true. The choclates, the fruits, the room service….. the bathroom phone from which, I would make my fictitious phonecalls to Mr. Bachhan. Heaven had been defined for me.
    And now, I see my piece of heaven burning in hell.

  • I hated that hotel, twice i had gone there as a kid and twice my mother and i had arguments about etiquettes needed in such hotels…. i was always not suauve….
    But some how all those emotions aside, the day Taj re-opens i would surely want to go there… and stay there, lets not allow these terrorists to terrorise us….

  • I was reading this post with bated breath…as if I was anxiously waiting to know if you come out safely…bizarre…
    many years ago- in the 70’s I got the chance to dine at the Taj, thanks to the gratitude of a patient of my grandfather…I hardly have any visual memories of the place other than the concept of the grandeur of The Taj…

    and 2 years ago when I visited Bombay, a nameless, security person from the Taj lent me his cell to speak from because the public phone in the premises was not working …

    I cannot forget either…

  • […] Ten minutes to say farewell | Domain Maximus We leave the premises at around 8:15 PM give or take a few minutes. Two hours later those bastards attacked. That night I see the Taj burn. The fire leaps from a room on the sixth floor possibly right next to the one in which I interviewed my CEO. I will never, ever forget that sight. My CEO was located unharmed the next morning. Perhaps many of the other people I walked past and nodded at politely were not. When the Taj returns to business, as it must, no prizes for guessing who will be among the first to go back into that lobby. I must. (tags: taj tajhotels mumbai terror terrorism attacks) […]

  • Dude, you were really lucky…. Thank the stars…
    The very thought is quite scary, of being there just before it started… Hope you are able to sleep…

  • Sidin, glad to know that you were not present there when the attack began. Watching the Taj in flames is something I am not going to forget as well, interspersed as the sight was with concern for my sibling and friends, and the extreme sadness of watching a beloved city in this state.

  • Sh*t. I had no idea you had just been there. So many innocent people, so many army men, so many policemen lost their lives for a national cause. They did not stop what they were doing just because they were NOT maharashtrians.. They fought on coz they cared about India and its people. I canr imagine how scared they too must have been, and yet how brave..
    I really really hope India – not just the politicians, but the people who follow them, riot for them, campaign for them and spend pointless rivers of cash on them – learn a lesson from this… and remember 26/11 the next time they Bullsht about “Maharashtrian-izm”.

  • That structure is so timeless and as rightly pointed out, there is so much damn detail everywhere.Wonder what it is like now after multitudes of grenades and what have you. I get the shudders just thinking about it.

  • I think it’s time our country should think about unity rather than talking about being Maharashtrian and Kannadigas.Last week, there was a column in Businessweek about a senior Socialist in Karnataka who mourns that Bangalore has lost its identity.It’s these kinds of people who isolate India from individual states.He refrains the local government from using Hindi on displays across bangalore further encouraging people to learn Kannada while living in Bangalore.
    Give it a thought, its not Maharashtrians of Kannadigas who are coming to the rescue when a National emergency arises.Its our Armed forces, NSG and people from all over India who fight against Terrorism.

    Lets ponder a while to cut this regional nonsense at some point.I urge Sidin to continue with keeping the media alive and strong.

  • Bastards is putting it politely.. thanks for taking me through the Taj .. always wanted to eat there, when I earned enough.. hoping that I still get the chance to do that.

  • Every time I am in India I vouch to be at Taj even if it is just for a sandwich and coffee.But I will be there, every time I visit India from now.

  • It’s good to hear that you are doing well. Read that intensely wondering what happened in the end. My heart goes out to those who lost people close to them.

  • Itโ€™s good to hear that you are doing well. Read that intensely wondering what happened in the end. My heart goes out to those who lost people close to them.

  • Bastards is too subtle a word to describe them . We need another expletive.. something much worse. Those *%^*^&*^***** . They don’t have the bloody balls to fight people who can fight back.. what could they have done if everyone in the Taj was armed, and had undergone years of training.And ya , forgot to mention.. glad youre safe :).
    Wish rajnikanth and vijaykanth were there .. they wouldve beaten them to pulp. ๐Ÿ™‚

  • Sad event indeed. They were committed (?) and no amount of security, to the extent possible at a Hotel, would have stopped them.

  • Somehow brought tears to my eyes. Damn the bastards. And we cant even retaliate,coz they dont have anything that is remotely as heritageous as even the toilets of our Taj.

  • Okay! I might sound numb…but I’m not. Coz i shed my share of tears…but I’m done with that.
    What I have to say has nothing to do with the Bombay attack…just looking at your writing style…

    All I’d say is that the whole write up was fine putting up with, but the lines at the end summed up what the readers wanted…the contrast from the strain in

    “Two hours later those bastards attacked. That night ….

    ….first to go back into that lobby. I must.”

    was too abrupt. Prior to that was more like a satirical review of the Taj – attempting to build the foundation for the last para!

    Still, sorry event indeed! No point cursing those bastards who won’t be spared the rod! (seriously! I do sound Numb!)

  • I wasn’t at the Taj on the 27th. But the Harbour Bar is one of my favorite bars. I don’t know why it is. The decors not fantastic, the view is nothing great, really, but every time I visit Bombay, I go in there for 1 drink. It has the same effect on my blood pressure that the lobby does on yours. And after that 1 drink, I slink back to Leopolds for the high volume alcohol binge followed by a caramel custard or five.
    Like you, I will be there when it reopens. I promise.

  • Nice to see a different emotion from you which is not filled with the ever-amusing satirical style you almost always stick to.Can I plz request you to blog something on the Media actions and reactions? Were they a blessing or a disaster? And if you do, please do it in your elemental style…dripping with witticism.

  • Forgot to add this. What happened cannot be undone, but truly glad your meeting wasn’t delayed by 2 hrs…

  • Thanks to God you are safe… But its sad on what state the politicians have reduced the nation’s security to. And to think of it, half of the NSGs are used to provide protection to the damned politicians (Why the hell does Deva Gowda need protection from? Who is going to harm him? The bed bugs?!!? &#@#@!)
    The public reaction to the incident is heartwarming though. Dont know how much of the difference this should make to the ruling class, but seriously this time people have had enough.

    I checked out this page on a whim to see if you had blogged something on the incident and you did not let us down by “keeping hush” on this. Thanks Sidin.

    And yes, Achutanandan and the likes be damned. Have had enough of the fella in the papers. Not on this blog, buddy!

  • A few years ago, I had booked my travel from Washington DC Dulles Airport to Chennai on Sep 11, 2001. I had vacated my house, sold my car and waited for my friend to pick me up and drop me at the airport. Later, I realized the bastards had fired missiles out of planes. And all flights would stand cancelled for a week.
    But nothing can compared to the bastards attacking Mumbai. It was as if war had broken in our own country. My feelings go to all Mumbaites who are affected by the incident.

  • First of all , am very glad that you could come out alive. It’s just too much of a shock to react on something like this. But if you just step back and look at the problem as a whole, we should realize that we are not fighting against certain terrorist groups/countries. We are fighting against a idea, a very bad idea if I may suggest. In remote places in Pakistan, hell why Pakistan, even in India ( places like Hyd ) etc , you wind this wayward youth who are allured to the religious lunacy, and anyone fighting with an idea should return in the same way.
    But whether we are capable of fighting a war with a different dimension with these leaders is what needs to be seen.

  • A well written peice. You have added one more person to your increasing list of readers. Keep up the good work.

  • so many question we ask when terrorists attack any place in the world…when, who,how..etc …but we forget the most important question we have to ask ‘why’ .why der is so much hatred in them..why r the certains group of people so angry wid others….definitely der sud be a reason….peoples like u and me wont go about firing abt at peoples …peoples are not born wid ak47 in their hands for gods sake…how much can we make ourselves secure ..a small loop hole in the security and they can strike again..they even managed to strike a country like USA…if we can find the ans for the question ‘why’ may b a soln can be found…as Gandhiji said…kill the bad in the person not the bad person..

  • i cannot understand WHY the TAJ is so missed but the people who lost their lives barely get a mention on this post?. Im indian and i could care less if a bldg fell. That can be rebuilt. who cares if its not the same as it was before. Those people who died can never be brought back!

    • Its not just “a building” … its what it represents ….. the spirit of the people .. a Mumbai local is not just a local .. it shows the helping spirit of the people, everyday you can see people helping each other climb onto locals from tracks and also people carrying away the unfortunate ones who sometimes come under the same locals… people definitely will be missed more … But a writer can't afford to be caught up in empathizing with one particular person .. when he captures the spirit … he captures it all and connects more …

  • Wow!
    Beautifully written as always. But this post serves as a time capsulem where we got a glimpse into that Taj on that fate night, just hours before the terrorists attacked!
    We’re all glad you’re okay..and though I’m not a Mumbai-kar, my heart is with all the victims!

  • I’m glad you came out before it all started……I cried over the newspaper the next day, why do the poor lay have to suffer?
    I hope this country men never forget what happened!

  • I enjoyed reading your post. It's very true and though it happens in unexpected time. My uncle had experience that it's very miserable.

  • I am sure things are going smooth now, My respect for the people of Mumbai and India has really increased to a great extent. BTW very well written article.

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  • I remember reading this blog through the July 7th attacks (it was classified in “unfunny”) and now the Nov 26th attacks. I learned from this that Mumbai is crazy strong.ย  Always great to read your work Sidin. Inspiring stuff.

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